yeah, it sucked, it's over.
in retrospect...i feel a lot older, a lot wiser, and hell. alot more mature after having just a tough year. this year made me realize that things can all fall apart in a matter of a day and it takes months, even years rebuilding. i learned to choose your friends wisely, i made some poor choices, and i made even less wise ones when it came to friends. i learned that a family who is always there for you is priceless even when it seems they aren't. i learned that anti-depressants don't work, but better friends and better sleep work. i also learned that life has a funny way of working out.
i've changed many ways just trying to figure myself out, got tattoos, weapons, bikes, read more, listened to a lot of music, and i realized that know matter what we do, figuring out one's self is something that comes over time.
and now
some media recommendations
(and since i don't post often, i'm recommending a bunch)
for music:
iron & wine/Calexico split...
get it, it's so goddamn good
low - the great destroyer
great music to sit back, light a cigarrette and think
ben folds five - unauthorzied biography of reinhold messner
honestly, one of my all time favorite bff albums, it's that kind've cd you put in your cd player late night after all your friends have gone home and you're stuck by yourself in your car with a pack of smokes and a half tank of gas....
MOVIES-
ok, so i've been packing a lot, and taking trips, so not many movies...