ok, so usd fucked up my transcripts, i'm getting more money...yay...
i haven't had a REAL post in a while, so, here it is. i'm off my meds, because i've decided that human beings are meant to overcome their personal demons, a little pill shouldn't do it. how do i feel? raw. abandoned. lonely. annoyed. i'm decent at least. why raw, because it seems like every day is some sort of battle with stupidity, everything from certain financial aid fucking up your trancripts to a certain mother of mine who's marrying a piece of shit, ok, i've said it. i've been beating around the bush but i've said it. i just don't think he's good enough to marry my mother, but what man is. hell, even my real father never deserved her. abandoned-everyone is doing something else with themselves. bro is in college, best friend is in college, mom's too busy with her new life. annoyed-by my POS neighbor who comes over, drunk all the time and i don't feel like beating him so he never comes back-and i don't want to go to jail again.
positives-i got a bike, a custom yamaha v-star classic, my dream bike, well it looks like my dream bike. i just need to learn how to ride it. but it's this beatiful orange with flames and betty page is painted on the gas tank.
well, that's my life in a nutshell for now
still a mess
but hey...what real life isn't?
sidenote-after hours of watching CSI and playing super smash brothers: Melee-my dreams started revolving around who killed mario...i need a g/f

music-Fugazi-Instrument-a really cool album dedicated to nothing but...well, instrumentals. it plain old rocks and sets a great mood, get it, put it in your car, and drive for miles

movie-hmm, haven't seen anything "new" for a bit, but if you haven't seen it-be sure to watch Boondock Saints-awesome movie, buy it, watch the deleted scenes-i love the scene with the mother

but hope all is well with you all, keep reading-i might sooner or later have something insightful to say