ok, there has been some things bothering me (but if you keep up with this blog, everything bothers me) but i'm utterly convinced that my mom is marrying some gold digging fag (now, normally i'm opposed to this word, but in his case, anyone who's doing this to my mom, deserves worse). i've heard from several accounts of him hitting on guys at bars (even hitting on my downstairs neighbor troy) now, who do i trust? do i tell the truth, or do i let it all fall down? i'm going to sit on it now, but i still plan on doing some recon into the situation, maybe i'm paranoid.
speaking of annoying neighbors...(bad segue) but my neighbor shows up teetering from a massive hangover, he then goes on to tell me that he had his ass beaten at a bar by "a big fucking indian savage" while the bartender let it happen. whatever. later someone pounds at my door, usually troy announces he's at my door, but it was a different knock, so ok, who comes to see me at 11:00 pm, most of my friends are in the dorms, and other friends would call. so, i grab for the bat, crack open the door, and it's troy, he wants to quit drinking, whatever. i'm not gullible, people don't change, i told him to go to AA, he told me he needed a friend who would help him get over this sickness, i kept recommending AA, well, because...i have enough of my own problems, i don't want to have to deal with someone else's, especially an alcholic, i've dealt with one. a female though, try getting your heart broke by someone who likes alcohol more than you...it really crushes a guy. so, regardless of gender and such, i'm not going through it again. i'll move if i have to, change my number.
news...i'm getting my ears repierced, i'm going to 10 gauge and working my way up, why? i'm masochistic and i hate the smell of leather... and i'm also getting more tattoos.
school-going fine, when i go, i need to get more sleep, it's not working.
here's my recommendations for the week
Music-the dismemberment plan-Emergency & I, it's one of those albums that best represents myself, especially my moods, it has your super happy moments, and your reflecting moments. it's gorgeous, a must for anyone who feels quarantined from this world.

movie-i'm still trying to finish my epic japanese movie...i'll get back to you

well, it's time for bed...i think, only if my body allows it, i'll talk to you all later
with much love...