ok, so i believe that tonight, i'm buying into a trend, a legacy if you will, i'm getting my first tattoo, maybe two of them. the first one will be a memorial to a friend that was the inspiration that fuels jeff and i, his name was eric and he died march 18th, 2002, his nickname was pooky. so one day it came to me, i want the pooky from garfield tattooed on me playing the bass and jeff wanted the same thing, only his pooky would be playing the accoustic guitar. my other tattoo would be the japanese character for family, after recent events, my brother and i decided to get that as well. other wise than that, the job hunt is on. i lost my job on the 29th of april, the sup did not like me and told the boss lady i was "too slow." the 29th was my mom's 50th bday and it was a day before the death of my father, i just want to say, that i would wish for that vindictive bitch to burn in hell for adding more misery and stress to my life. so anyways...enough hate for now, i'm still numb, not feeling any emotion, i don't even have ambition anymore. so the job hunt is taking longer than expected. well, back to the job hunt, take care of yourselves, and oh yeah, tell all of your family members that you love them, you never know what tomorrow holds.