Thursday, May 05, 2005

5/05/2005 08:08:00 PM

voices from the past

saturday, april 30th...
the unbelievable happened, after losing his bus driving job (19 years) my father who i have not spoken to in over 4 years, took his own life.
wednesday was the funeral, i don't feel much like going into detail, i've repeated everything and everything more than 5 times...but right now, to describe my mood...
numb, very numb, no feeling, it hasn't hit me, i'm not in denial, i'm not in any of the grieving stages, i'm numb. i'm saddened, angered, and so on, but i can't consistently carry an emotion, so ...
i'm numb

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How happy is the blameless Vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each prayer accepted, and each wish resigned.

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