Ok, i haven't wrote anything for months, not since this summer, my escapism pretty much cut off all originality, and a lot of needed dreaming, so now i'm gonna make a go at this again...this blogging.
First things first, let's get a few things straight.
I hate the term "blog."
I rarely censor myself, or hold punches. if i have an idea, emotion, or rant to convey...i don't stop myself. (but if any reader has a problem with this, i'll take suggestions on how to fix it).
I have the tendency of sounding like i'm really down or depressed, i'm usually not, I just write to make myself feel better. It works better than anti-depressants, trust me.
ok, now...

I'm in sioux falls....again.
The weather sucks, friends are few it seems.
Ever get the feeling of uncertainty? I'm getting that again...I have to quell that uprising if i ever plan to graduate. School...meh, it's there, i get to play catch up...yay.
It's snowing out there, those big snowflakes, to me, big snowflakes are always a sign of some lurking doom or horrible events. The last time i saw huge snowflakes...a friend died.
I like this facebook thing...kind of. It's nice to see everyone's on their chosen paths...and that's great. But i feel so far away from that life. That life when all i did was sit at home, and type on messenger. Now, it feels like i've left all those friends behind. At one point I felt like a pillar to everyone, now i'm just a painting on the wall, keeping my distance from people. What happened to me?
In my mind, I keep coming across one of those forwards someone once sent me, about people coming in and out of your life, some leave a mere trace of themself in your life...some stick with you forever.
I'm wondering if those friends i promised that i'd be with forever...were the mere trace afterall.
I'm supposed to have class in 2 and a half hours, but due to the fact i haven't slept yet, prob not going to happen.
Peace.